If I did “better”,
I’d enjoy the little, trivial, insignificant, fleeting moments in my life.
I’d give myself a vacation day and not feel guilty about a day off.
I’d actually do something enjoyable on the day off.
Look, I am a person who has learned
to struggle against my human experience
for so long,
that I really do not know
how to not struggle or
find something wrong with it.
